| Thursday, July 17th, 2008 |
| 6:05 pm |
if we run
if walls were made of talk it would be easier to escape but walls are made of lead and the wind is of talk hunting me down, dragging along making me powerless { as if my fragile bones could ever face anything } angel hair climbing up the camouflage finally... the children deserve to die surely they know something about morality and it's all wrong here coal and carbolic soap. |
| Tuesday, July 15th, 2008 |
| 1:15 pm |
Was there ever a rat so clever as the magical crack whore who does anything and has a hitman steals jewelry from thrift stores we condemn as does she lies and cheats and betrays oh the martyrdom is killing me the stage is set and the play remains the same old joke and it's on me again holding the piece of dirt close to my heart finding a rusty knife plunged through my head i n f e c t i o u s ! BLASTTHECRACKWHORE i will never be the same again floating forever in artificial happiness... |
| Tuesday, June 17th, 2008 |
| 10:21 pm |
a "fallapart" type of girl
come undone and come done again. lying beneath the eye of the storm analysing the tears and the hurt drawing the anger out on her skin extraordinary pallor she's got the head of mars and the body of venus a jigsaw brain pieces made of all things ugly and wonderful. >> where do we go? what do we do? will anyone ever - - > u n d e r s t a n d Current Mood:  relaxed |
| Friday, June 13th, 2008 |
| 5:49 pm |
stab the sly bitch.
parrager tracksway blues love is the law above all others yet deep within the soul carved with a knife so i remain untouched mon petit coeur... forever held close because you shook the ground beneath my feet |
| Tuesday, May 1st, 2007 |
| 5:06 pm |
She's crying.
For some reason I hear voices again.
Current Mood:  paranoid |
| Friday, August 25th, 2006 |
| 4:24 pm |
august
getting lost in cities coming back to you finding you, wanting to i hated the city "surviving my own private hell" antisocializing but still getting along things that made me smile: e hugging my leg joker market a's note mary-jane the dark side of the month: panic attacks anxiety a's bad news a being unfair to me a's situation situations are difficult and make me want to smoke a lot because.. wish winter would arrive already and you would fly here here here but there's something about you something fascinating, something bothering do we lack a common understanding? |
| Thursday, July 27th, 2006 |
| 4:13 pm |
you.
now you're gone. maybe we will meet but you're still gone far beyond my reach 7/7/06 i will never forget. 26/7/06 i will never forget. i thought i would recognize you the truth is i had forgotten your features but when you walked past me and stood on the stage i remembered everything i had studied about you your voice your smile your eyes everything. experiencing your physical existance developing a fondness for you being afraid of you and your life yet wanting to be a part of it all i can erase my fears but i won't erase the memory of you maybe we will speak though you may remain far beyond my reach. |
| Saturday, July 22nd, 2006 |
| 6:40 am |
the past, the present and the future.
drowning in the rain she says she's swimming but i don't understand a word my life is a kite it's flying high and i let go let's go on a roadtrip it's warm and it's raining we feel like music. music on a rainy day understanding those four grey walls is it a dream? no. it's boredom. i met four kittens. they slaughtered my hands. my heart melted for them. it's happened before. my dog equals the razorblade. because nobody needs to know. |
| Friday, July 21st, 2006 |
| 6:48 pm |
peeling off the yoghurt
a thought. a perfect person has flaws. because that is what makes them complete, balanced. perfect. complete. human. |
| Wednesday, July 19th, 2006 |
| 11:13 am |
the sun will be smiling upon us
- well, maybe i tried to strangle you. i'm sorry. sometimes phone calls surprise in a positive way even those who are socially impaired accidental plans that sound good impossible but we'll make them come true like all the other impossible plans everyone laughs at us but we laugh back because we know that they don't know we'll face danger, we'll embrace it and run into it. we never make fools of ourselves, we never regret anything at all summer is too short for that let's just take it as it comes and make this a summer to remember. |
| Thursday, July 13th, 2006 |
| 2:03 pm |
catch me if you can
continuous restlessness you've disappeared from my life but you will live on and i wait i wait anxiously to get away from here and my problems to pretend to be something else to alter myself and my mind to destroy the true me because i despise it more than anything and it has been holding me back from everything holding me back from living let's go to the sky or ten feet under or at least somewhere far away |
| Wednesday, July 12th, 2006 |
| 8:45 am |
<3.14
smash these emotions i can't take the longing anymore too much to rewind and not enough to erase "didn't mean to run from you." i'd fly to you wherever you are tear my eyes out and find you to prove you that i care there's nothing more unbearable than feelings of glass and the unability to forget the warmth. keep it in mind. |
| Thursday, June 29th, 2006 |
| 1:51 pm |
elegant ensemble
a new arrangement. "i have come to realize that my poetry is so bad i should not keep on writing it." what do you want? what do you really want? i n t r i g u e what does he want? i won't mind. what does he really want? and they'll all watch. closely. with magnifying lenses. they'll watch. don't tell me i can't understand. cannot forgive a society or person who is telling me to stop thinking. keep an eye on keep in mind |
| Wednesday, June 28th, 2006 |
| 3:04 pm |
not sleeping
"i can only hear the voices screaming in my head" |
| 7:57 am |
intervent
break the alabaster that covers me . i'm a big lie to everyone around me . feeling unworthy of everything. but you, you talk to me. and you always make me feel better. smile like i've never seen the sun. "i'd sell my soul to meet you." now you can find me. and find out who i am. see my face. |
| Tuesday, June 27th, 2006 |
| 3:35 pm |
optimistic
"Thru many dangers, toils and snares, I have already come; 'Tis grace hath brought me safe thus far And grace will lead me home." |
| Monday, June 26th, 2006 |
| 5:25 am |
s h o u t i n g o u t
// silent criminals analyse through psychic waving tears superstitious minds collide as silence fills the halls silence moving proclamations silence proving lies speechless cries, emotions dull shouting out across the hall // didn't mean to let you down i'm shouting out so ashamed didn't mean to run from you didn't mean to shouting out // showing weakness in your eyes you're crawling on your knees roaming aimless through skies lost as silence shakes the halls creeping past all illusions searching thoughts that hide silence breaks in weeping hands shouting out and in again // didn't mean to let you down i'm shouting out so ashamed didn't mean to run from you didn't mean to shouting out { g r e y d a z e } sorry about not saying anything after that night. awkward silence.. minutes crawling. you're there waiting. i'm an antagonist. forgive me. but i do not hate you. |
| Thursday, June 22nd, 2006 |
| 3:07 pm |
even you
" e v e n you, even you must go. I DON'T WANT TO STAIN Y O U." { . c l i c h é . } |
| Wednesday, June 21st, 2006 |
| 12:43 pm |
the art of dislocation
_ . _ _ _ _ . _ _ _ . _ _ _ :) the skies seem dark the sun's turning black maybe.. just maybe.. i'd find you. if i could. the inspiration to live to wake up in the morning to do whatever we do to search for truth to simply just be. a hurdle impossible to overcome. rights, wrongs, mountains, oceans. time. circumstances. everything. |
| Monday, June 19th, 2006 |
| 11:35 am |
almost on the line
- can you call me now? - no. you will sell my voice to the world. ~ when dad comes home he will probably be stabbed. it must be admitted, the blood looks nice on you. ~ sweetjaw click-clack psychosis |
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